Who am I .. !

Your Past life may go away...
Don't consider them wise whatever they may say...
Mistakes and Ill choices that u make...
In this life U must pay....

For I shiver at the very thought...
The deeds that were poorly committed...
Such is my end I never sought...
Such an extent a lesson must be taught...

I've learned my lessons...
I've paid my dues...
Who I have become...
Humbly declares..."I loose"...

So that every time I now turn around...
The murky bottom no more mocks at me...
I have withered in Darkness...
Does LIGHT hold the key...?